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Us with Godand Heaviness
Forecast: heavy gray skies that have stayed longer than anyone expected.
Four tired ways to walk
Each has some truth in it. None of them is the whole story.
Under GodSheep that hide from the Shepherd
If I trusted God more, I wouldn’t feel this way, so I must be failing him.
Over GodSheep that know the way
I just need the right verses and a better routine to snap out of it.
From GodSheep that follow the grass
God, take this away right now, or I don’t know what you’re for.
For GodSheep trying to be the sheepdog
People are counting on me, so I’ll keep serving and make sure nobody sees.
He is near the brokenhearted, and he is near you.
Deep sadness is not a failure of faith. “The Lord is close to the brokenhearted” (Ps 34:18). When Elijah lay down and asked to die, God sent no lecture. He gave him sleep and bread and water, and then more of both (1 Kings 19:4–8). God still cares for us through ordinary means. Doctors, counselors, and medication can be good gifts from his hand, and receiving them is no lack of trust. Even Psalm 88 ends in darkness, and God kept it in the Bible so we would know we can pray from there.
Where the Shepherd isHe knows this from the inside. In the garden he said, “My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow” (Matt 26:38). He will not break a bruised reed (Isa 42:3).
Do one kind thing for your body today: eat something, step outside, rest, or call your doctor or a counselor. If you are thinking about ending your life, call or text 988 (the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline in the US) or tell someone near you today. You don’t have to carry this alone.
Lord, I don’t have many words. Please stay close.
Fellow travelers
People in Scripture who walked this ground before us.
- Elijah was so worn down he wanted to die, and God fed him and let him rest (1 Kings 19:4–8).
- Hannah wept and could not eat, and poured out her soul to the Lord in the temple (1 Sam 1:7–18).
Keep walking
- With God: Sheep that know his voicethe posture every entry points to
- Which Way Are You Walking?a short self-check
- The Field Guideevery entry, by terrain, weather and crossing